I am so happy that I am getting such quick turn around with these questions now. It seems within 24-48 hours I am having the revelations to clear the confusion. I realised that all these 'states/selves' are external perceptions of my own being. I liken it to a candle in a glass lantern. Each pane … Continue reading I am Still Me, Just More Than…
Sorry about the format, was easier to hold the phone this way - no stick. https://youtu.be/rTSg6tHM2V8
With awakening, am I (the spirit) still the 'who' and a different 'what' or still the 'what' with a different 'who'? Or the same 'who' and 'what' just another 'how'? Am I, this new 'who' or someone else under the guise of this human? I feel I need to ask these again as something still … Continue reading What Awakens? What Ascends? I am the Center.
A blast from the past! I came across my very first website today (which is apparently still up) so here is a snippet of information from it.
I like to think this will be my last post in this section. I cannot remain in this stage indefinitely, to do so will be stagnation. I have often told myself I want to be the most prepared that I can be. I can see now how this is the only thing that could possibly … Continue reading Commitment & Disappointment
Its currently 4am here in England and I am feeling suddenly thank ful for my almost there touch typing skills sat in this dark room. This is my second night at being awake at this time (though luckly I managed to get a few hours sleep tonight) and for a person who likes to lay … Continue reading Feel Like I am Dying… Urghh..
It is the feeling that now hangs within my body. The feeling put into a word. The desire, want and choice to restore. Yesterday, I woke up from a night where I had previously asked for aid with the issues I knew where there yet been unable to uncover. The first thing to hit me … Continue reading From Ruin to Restoration..
Been a while since I did any updates, so here they are, spread over a few articles for easy of readings! This post is a part of this post here as they are all connected! The 'Self' I became aware of, during my self-realisation in my previous post (Soul Connection Update), was never what I … Continue reading Self Update