A blast from the past! I came across my very first website today (which is apparently still up) so here is a snippet of information from it.
Its currently 4am here in England and I am feeling suddenly thank ful for my almost there touch typing skills sat in this dark room. This is my second night at being awake at this time (though luckly I managed to get a few hours sleep tonight) and for a person who likes to lay … Continue reading Feel Like I am Dying… Urghh..
It is the feeling that now hangs within my body. The feeling put into a word. The desire, want and choice to restore. Yesterday, I woke up from a night where I had previously asked for aid with the issues I knew where there yet been unable to uncover. The first thing to hit me … Continue reading From Ruin to Restoration..
I seem to be caught in this state of ‘shallowness’ towards this whole connection. How I feel about this, or how I think about how I feel. That to feel such things are shallow. To want, desire such things. For this to be important emotionally. I know I have read time and time again about … Continue reading Working Through a Self-Perception
OK. Abundance I can not see. I have been focusing on physical lack, what seems missing, than noticing what else had changed. So today, writing is to address this. All I seem to be noticing is what I have lost and awaiting return, what I gave up and that nothing has changed, even with all … Continue reading A Nod to What was Not Seen