Is this agoraphobia or am I a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP)? If I am HSP could this, through misunderstanding, have lead to anxiety and fear and created the phobia?
HSP is when you have an inherent high awareness of the external and internal. (NOT to be confused with any spiritual or metaphysical awareness). The over-stimulation leading to fear and anxiety, especially when you do not know what is going on and think something is wrong and your weak or not normal.
A blast from the past! I came across my very first website today (which is apparently still up) so here is a snippet of information from it. Continue reading
Its currently 4am here in England and I am feeling suddenly thank ful for my almost there touch typing skills sat in this dark room. Continue reading
It is the feeling that now hangs within my body. The feeling put into a word. The desire, want and choice to restore.
I seem to be caught in this state of ‘shallowness’ towards this whole connection. How I feel about this, or how I think about how I feel. That to feel such things are shallow. To want, desire such things. For this to be important emotionally. I know I have read time and time again about shallow feelings in connections. The desire and want, as things best moved away from and being ‘lesser’ in some way. Continue reading
OK. Abundance I can not see. I have been focusing on physical lack, what seems missing, than noticing what else had changed.
So today, writing is to address this.