I have noticed it over the past few days though it only occurred to me yesterday that I was finally slipping out of my old system and patterns of the healing and self-development state. Having the drive, knowing and wanting to work on myself, healing, uncovering, understanding etc has been such a long stage that … Continue reading Changing to Cruise Control in the Middle Lane
New vlog! Internal conflicts can be hard to spot and even harder to resolve. In perception, both are correct, yet both cannot remain. Going deeper into that conflict to bring out the details I found makes that choice easier. That and accepting the conflict to begin with.. https://youtu.be/7aA89sp1T5c
This took MANY takes, many types of tech and everything was against me! So I apologise for the camera shake.. the video compression seems to have made it worse that and the slight change of angle making my head appear... elongated. A new set up is in process. So I apologise for how bad this … Continue reading Video Venture Series: Realisation and Unfoldment. The Mysterious ‘Him’
Video Venture Series: Spiritual Training Wheels. At some point letting go.. means of everything.. even the framework used to initiate that change and letting go..
Video Venture Series: My Dark Night of the Soul. A brief run through of my experience of dark night of the soul and the general anxious, depression and wondering if you just insane..
'You wont let go of you, because you fear him'...were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You...The last layer of self. Fear...the perception of trickery and deceit. Him...the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith...Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start … Continue reading Maze of Forgetfulness
(This article is infact a contunuation of thought stream from the previous article)... I am aware of what I perceive. Though that includes such as emotion and thought as part of the reality. I have been in other realities that have thought and emotion also though. Maybe 'physical' emotion is that difference? Some emotion I … Continue reading The I No Longer Exists
Realised last night that my insecurity was simply due to the fact I had realised and removed the basis and stable foundation to which I saw as a root of myself and life. A very physical attachment of securit and 'need' for existence. Removing them = insecure. Mental attachment to phsyical and external 'things' in … Continue reading Withdrawing Physical Reality Tethers