I have noticed it over the past few days though it only occurred to me yesterday that I was finally slipping out of my old system and patterns of the healing and self-development state. Having the drive, knowing and wanting to work on myself, healing, uncovering, understanding etc has been such a long stage that … Continue reading Changing to Cruise Control in the Middle Lane
I wanted to do a real, good talk on everything that has been happening so I went out to take advantage of the sun. I felt strong and determined... Then soon after I started talking, something hit me and I had a change of state and not a good one. You can see how it … Continue reading Vlog: Lots of Changes and Realisations In March!
Ok, tell me someone else is feeling this energy today!! ( I know one that is) Woke up hit with the knowledge that something had changed, something today would change. Then.. found it so hard to get out of bed, laid there for ages. A strange feeling of resistance to getting up. Then when I … Continue reading Energy Update: Cool Stuff Happening!
Been a while since I did any updates, so here they are, spread over a few articles for easy of readings! This post is a part of this post here as they are all connected! The 'Self' I became aware of, during my self-realisation in my previous post (Soul Connection Update), was never what I … Continue reading Self Update
When I first started looking into metaphysical and spiritual events I was brought into a very well set out and organised world. Like a fairground there attractions, rides, thrills and new experiences to try. All had their own unique feature and experience to offer. There were even huge sign posts of what was available and … Continue reading The Unique Journey
Finally! The preparation stage is nearly over and the time to act is upon me! To uncover and rediscover my True Self is to accept the end of the illusion. Just knowing it exists is not enough. I need to uncover the process to remove its power which comes from the secretive, indirect subversion of … Continue reading Illusion of the Fear of Self – Uncovered!
Following recent revelations and guidance my soul/spirit/true self has started to come forward... meaning its time to deal and accept this! She wont let me deny 'what' I am anymore. No more side stepping or white washing. Its time to face the music. To be fair, it is a nice melody.... So here I am, … Continue reading VLog: Glimpse of the ‘What am I?’ Transition
Somehow, the sun breaking through the clouds makes me turn to my acrophobia, whilst not as bad as it was I still feel as a definite energy wall around me. Maybe telling me that, when I am done with my path (as I had just finished my video), that light that will break through will … Continue reading VLog: The Harsher Side of Lessons
The Dream. Unawakened. Asleep. Illusion. Many names yet elusive like the wind it cannot be known it exists but for that which is affects. Plus general update. I am using a new camera/phone so please bear with me whilst I find the best settings! (watch on youtube for a slightly better picture quality!) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i4K-kNu71c4&feature=youtu.be