I was pondering whether to make this into a blog or vlog as I have been wanting to make it for a while yet I didn’t feel I had enough information to make it worth the while. Continue reading
I have often gone ahead with the common beliefs that to awaken to oneself is to remember. Yet I can safely say that remembering has nothing to do with it.
I have spent the last 5 years with the remembering concept in mind, meditating, intending to open and remember my true self, my divine self.
Well… that was wrong! Continue reading
Belonging and Ego/Self. Everything may be seen within, by my sense, my reality, though that doesn’t mean they are mine or that they are me. Does it? I seem to have that feeling of something like.. (using the table as an example) ‘the table is me, I created it inside and of myself therefore it is part of me’.
Ok that I can see in terms of the reality as created by the energy body. Though what about the ‘actual’ thing being seen, not the image of it? In a way, I understand it is all energy created by my energy body within the energy body? Reality is within. Continue reading
So back to what I have been working through the last couple of days. Spirit is currently, partly infused into this physical 3D body. Partly or fully. Or neither. Can a spirit be fully in multiple places? Does the spirit bring all these multiples into a single space? A shared space by the spirit or Oversoul in many bodies? Bodies are separate, but the spirit/Oversoul is always in the same, one space. The shared space. Continue reading
A strange feeling. Talking about the world on SF I can feel a new one, a new society maybe another dimension. I see a persons back and behind them white buildings. The person looking down a street. It feels good. A good place. I wonder if I can visit….
All I do at the moment is heal. Issues, fears, deprogram myself. Is there nothing else? Or is this all preparation? I have no clue what will happen, what will change. If anything I can’t not understand how. How can all this change? Continue reading