This took MANY takes, many types of tech and everything was against me! So I apologise for the camera shake.. the video compression seems to have made it worse that and the slight change of angle making my head appear… elongated. Continue reading
Video Venture Series: My Dark Night of the Soul. A brief run through of my experience of dark night of the soul and the general anxious, depression and wondering if you just insane..
‘You wont let go of you, because you fear him’…were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You…The last layer of self. Fear…the perception of trickery and deceit. Him…the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith…Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start the journey into such arising. Continue reading
Ok.. something is saying that for whatever reason, I am not allowed to be/have access to all the deeply good stuff of the human emotion! That life can’t be or isn’t meant to be, that am never able to be happy etc.
At some point last night I felt a knowing/remembering. It seemed to come forward from within. I felt it moving and as it arrived I realised ‘I WANT to be in all nows!’.
I opened to this revelation and not long after, I stepped into the now. Continue reading
(This article is infact a contunuation of thought stream from the previous article)…
I am aware of what I perceive. Though that includes such as emotion and thought as part of the reality. I have been in other realities that have thought and emotion also though.
Maybe ‘physical’ emotion is that difference? Some emotion I feel is no longer physical but expressed differently or through a chakra as energy.
Me = Self/personality I = Individual awareness/consicousness ?
There is something about this ‘I’ that I am unsure of. It doesnt feel right. The sense of ‘I’. Continue reading