Vlog: Tis How it Tis

New vlog!

Internal conflicts can be hard to spot and even harder to resolve. In perception, both are correct, yet both cannot remain.

Going deeper into that conflict to bring out the details I found makes that choice easier. That and accepting the conflict to begin with..

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Video Venture Series: Realisation and Unfoldment. The Mysterious ‘Him’

This took MANY takes, many types of tech and everything was against me! So I apologise for the camera shake.. the video compression seems to have made it worse that and the slight change of angle making my head appear… elongated. Continue reading

Maze of Forgetfulness

‘You wont let go of you, because you fear him’…were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You…The last layer of self. Fear…the perception of trickery and deceit. Him…the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith…Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start the journey into such arising. Continue reading

A Brief Experience of Stepping into the Now

At some point last night I felt a knowing/remembering. It seemed to come forward from within. I felt it moving and as it arrived I realised ‘I WANT to be in all nows!’.

I opened to this revelation and not long after, I stepped into the now. Continue reading

The I No Longer Exists

(This article is infact a contunuation of thought stream from the previous article)…

I am aware of what I perceive. Though that includes such as emotion and thought as part of the reality. I have been in other realities that have thought and emotion also though.

Maybe ‘physical’ emotion is that difference? Some emotion I feel is no longer physical but expressed differently or through a chakra as energy.

Me = Self/personality       I = Individual awareness/consicousness          ?

There is something about this ‘I’ that I am unsure of. It doesnt feel right. The sense of ‘I’. Continue reading