New vlog! Internal conflicts can be hard to spot and even harder to resolve. In perception, both are correct, yet both cannot remain. Going deeper into that conflict to bring out the details I found makes that choice easier. That and accepting the conflict to begin with.. https://youtu.be/7aA89sp1T5c
This took MANY takes, many types of tech and everything was against me! So I apologise for the camera shake.. the video compression seems to have made it worse that and the slight change of angle making my head appear... elongated. A new set up is in process. So I apologise for how bad this … Continue reading Video Venture Series: Realisation and Unfoldment. The Mysterious ‘Him’
Video Venture Series: My Dark Night of the Soul. A brief run through of my experience of dark night of the soul and the general anxious, depression and wondering if you just insane..
'You wont let go of you, because you fear him'...were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You...The last layer of self. Fear...the perception of trickery and deceit. Him...the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith...Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start … Continue reading Maze of Forgetfulness
Ok.. something is saying that for whatever reason, I am not allowed to be/have access to all the deeply good stuff of the human emotion! That life can't be or isn't meant to be, that am never able to be happy etc. Why not? What or who says I can't? What makes them have that … Continue reading Fear From the Fall
At some point last night I felt a knowing/remembering. It seemed to come forward from within. I felt it moving and as it arrived I realised 'I WANT to be in all nows!'. I opened to this revelation and not long after, I stepped into the now. Who stepped into this now exactly? If I … Continue reading A Brief Experience of Stepping into the Now
(This article is infact a contunuation of thought stream from the previous article)... I am aware of what I perceive. Though that includes such as emotion and thought as part of the reality. I have been in other realities that have thought and emotion also though. Maybe 'physical' emotion is that difference? Some emotion I … Continue reading The I No Longer Exists
Ok, having a thought here... What if my whole life has been about showing me the contrast of me and others? Not just people but situations to? Life. That underlaying conflict in everything I have always been round, the people. All old patterns that I never even had to start with. Why? Is the contrast … Continue reading Life Lessons