I am so happy that I am getting such quick turn around with these questions now. It seems within 24-48 hours I am having the revelations to clear the confusion. I realised that all these 'states/selves' are external perceptions of my own being. I liken it to a candle in a glass lantern. Each pane … Continue reading I am Still Me, Just More Than…
Sorry about the format, was easier to hold the phone this way - no stick. https://youtu.be/rTSg6tHM2V8
I wanted to do a real, good talk on everything that has been happening so I went out to take advantage of the sun. I felt strong and determined... Then soon after I started talking, something hit me and I had a change of state and not a good one. You can see how it … Continue reading Vlog: Lots of Changes and Realisations In March!
With awakening, am I (the spirit) still the 'who' and a different 'what' or still the 'what' with a different 'who'? Or the same 'who' and 'what' just another 'how'? Am I, this new 'who' or someone else under the guise of this human? I feel I need to ask these again as something still … Continue reading What Awakens? What Ascends? I am the Center.
Somehow, the sun breaking through the clouds makes me turn to my acrophobia, whilst not as bad as it was I still feel as a definite energy wall around me. Maybe telling me that, when I am done with my path (as I had just finished my video), that light that will break through will … Continue reading VLog: The Harsher Side of Lessons
'You wont let go of you, because you fear him'...were the words that arose up from my sub conscious one morning. You...The last layer of self. Fear...the perception of trickery and deceit. Him...the new energy, space, victory of the Core and faith...Tarot is proving an extremely handy window when my writing isnt enough to start … Continue reading Maze of Forgetfulness
It is interesting how you can try to discover hidden beliefs and behaviours to release them, you know they are there but you can't 'see' them. You can't see the root to grab and yank it up for good. Yet sometimes they just appear naturally there, as if served up for you without really having … Continue reading The Price of the False Self
At some point last night I felt a knowing/remembering. It seemed to come forward from within. I felt it moving and as it arrived I realised 'I WANT to be in all nows!'. I opened to this revelation and not long after, I stepped into the now. Who stepped into this now exactly? If I … Continue reading A Brief Experience of Stepping into the Now